GOODBYE

I am young..

I still remember when I am celebrating a New Year... with hubby and friends.. Its fun.. But not as last year, I just stay at home on eve because I'm pregnant and I rather stay at home and pray may Allah bless me with a beautiful child, stay healthy and many happy returns!

Alhamdulillah, my goal for year 2009 achieved!!

 the result shows- its positive

awww~ my preacious

And that's my goal for year 2009!! Alhamdulillah.. Hihihi.. *wink*

Much love Sara.. Much love from Mummy

THOSE DAYS

As i view my old pictures, I found few pictures that makes me smile. Sigh.. I was young that age when I started my own business. I miss those days when I'm young.. haha.. not saying that I'm old now it just.. its different now.. Much different now.

I miss my long hair

I miss my friend too.. where are they?

My other half

My big day

Our honeymoon in Bali. I always love Bali.

I miss my preggie moments

Its her- Leia Sara Qadeja

First time holding her

My preacious

There's no word from me when I look at Sara's 1st day born pictures. Its like a miracle. No words from me.

I want her to stay healthy and have a bright future. Nothing else I want for her.. Just loves and effections.

Much love from Mummy.

BLA BLA BLA

Holla!! Its quite a hectic weeks I can say because Sara not feeling well. She's having on-off high fever for 2 weeks and it really scare me. And end up, doctor advice me to refer to specialist since she has no improvement. We went to Tropicana Specialist Hospital at Kota Damansara. Alhamdulillah everything goes well, she has no symptom of H1N1 or dengue.

Alahai.. poor thing. Kecik- kecik dah kena sepit sana- sini.. Alhamdulillah.. she's doing fine now and recover from fever. She's been so active, feed well and doesnt show any signs that she's having a high fever 39deg. Sara.. mummy and daddy loves you so much.. we will do anything for you as long as you stay healthy and happy!!!

2010 around the corner!! A lot of things running in my mind now.. always and never ending! Lol~ I looovveee to dream sometimes.. (kadang2 selalu jugak) daydreaming ni sometimes good and can be bad as well. Good if you dream and turn it into reality but bad if you didnt do something to make it come true. So!!! as 2010 is just around the corner.. hehehe.. I hope I HOPE!!!! that I can slim down a little bit from 58kg to 50kg. OMG!!! So my inspiration to slim down are..

Tadaaa... u wish Ein!! u wish!!

Megan Fox? Why Megan? Even there's rumors said she is actually HE before? I dont care as long as she has hot body to work on it! I hope... hehehe... (berangan kuat gila!) Next was.. ok ok.. I dont have to think twice anyway that I will cut short my hair again~ hehe. So its goin to be like..

Back to square one- again. AGAIN. Sigh~ I always wanted to do mohawk as Naima.. but not at this moment but I will do it before age 30!!!! Next~ I wanna a hot- creative- supermommy as she!!! Not Halle.. but..

Kimora.. Live life in a fab lane!!! I do have her book!! I can tell much better than VB- that extra half an inch. Much much better!!! Stay fabulous!! But I never dream to be a mogul..a super great mogul as Kimora as I know where I stand. (I still remain realistic eventhough I love to have a big dream) And last but not least.. I hope I'm able to have a huge family, crazy, strong bonding as..

Yeah!!!!!! My fav Kardashians!!! Now one deliver (Sara)... 3 more to go.. I hope I can get 4 kids. 2 girl and 2 boys.. Yay!!! I never miss their reality show (how reality- I dont have idea) and the latest (not so actually) was Kourtney and Khloe takes Miami!! And upcoming on January  Keeping up with the Kardashians will be back!! Woot~

No matter what I hope I could be.. bla bla bla.. I still have to work on my collections as i should be ready my Raya collections 2 months before Raya. And also my spring summer dress that I promise Rafie to done it.. it almost done.

SINGER menawan keluarga bahagia

2010 HAIR

2010 just around the corner. Since Im gettin bored with current hair and i keep on losing hair.. I was thinking to cut it short- again. I wonder if I can bald? or just short hair or.. a mohawk? I dont know. I love to do mohawk but i dont think Kathy will accept it or else she dont wanna see my face for the next 2 months! Haha.. Well here are some pictures.. what say you?

should I do this?

or maybe this? yumm..

or.. just back to the square one?

Yeah.. I know.. I know.. many of them say ok.. but just make it normal hair cut.. but I think one day I will do the mohawk!! Yeehaa!!!

MY CURRENT FAVOURITE DRAMA

I've been following this drama since 9th Nov. I was searching what's best on astro suddenly I saw Dyesebel. Not bad. Its a story about a girl name Dyesebel who raise by other mermaid name Banak after her mother ex-queen of Sirenea; Lucia had to let her go, live in the sea after gavebirth to her. Lucia met Amaphora and ask for a leg to married with a guy on land. However, Dyesebel follow her mother by falling in love with a guy named Fredo, after saving him from drown when they were small. Since then, Dyesebel promise herself to meet Fredo; not only that, she promise to find her mother after Banak told her the true story.

More info? Watch Dyesebel every Monday- Friday 2pm Chanel 105!!

I hardly make a commitment to follow such drama but the lead actor Dingdong Dantes (Fredo) makes me!!

THOSE DAYS

Hye uols!! I have a blast and hectic weekend today! It's so tiring when you have to deal with uncivilized peoples but somehow.. its ok then.. just follow the flow.

Rafie just called me when I'm updating my facebook and asked if I can sew a bustier and a flare long skirt in 4 days.. hurm~ ok.. I expirienced doing same thing back in 2006 when I have to finish a layered dress in 18 hours and I tell you.. its crazy!! Super crazy. I dont even have an industrial machine back then just a normal portable Singer sewing machine, can you imagine.. ?? I still can remember how I half dead cutting the super soft silk chiffon into a small layer and then assemble it one by one.. and till morning I still remember, Isma aka Azma waiting for me at sofa, drinking double sachet of Nescafe while I finish the dress. Its so tiring but I enjoy it bcoz its a new expirience for me! I miss those days! I can tell I proud that finally I made it and I saw the dress on Pushpa Narayan but well.. it wasnt under my label bcoz Im doing it for someone else. But still, deep inside I am proud of it.

I never took any diploma in fashion before. Never! I only took a 3 months basic sewing at International Fashion Training Centre (IFTC) at Bukit Bintang. Im struggle back then, 10am-5pm got class, then rush back to Damansara and work 6pm-12am at Starbucks The Curve.. really teach me how to be independent!!! Well back to my story..

After 3 months, I didnt start any sewing business yet. But I started after a year. Slowly I took an order of Baju Kurung during Raya. Its fun and from there I realize that actually it can turn into a business. A home business. Im not happy bcoz other friends have skills to sewn a dress... bridal dress while I cant so I took a private class with Kak Lyn which is my former lecturer for 6 months. I learn as many as I want!! and I slowly developing new skills on my own and also I invest some for book and such.

I'm not saying Im happy what I have now but I try to be more greatfull and always remember to upgrade my skill from time to time. A perfect craftsmen needs time to sharpen their skills over the time. Im expecting to sell my own design for 2010 Raya collections and I hope it ready by 2 months before Raya.!!

Well I guess thats all for now. Got to go. My eyes getting smaller. Haha.. Good night.

" I DONT ALTER TO FIT YOU, BUT YOU ALTER YOURSELF TO FIT MINE "

BEAUTIFUL DECEMBER

You might wonder where I've been MIA almost 4 weeks. Few agendas held between this 4 weeks and I am so happy that, 1) I'm glad that have my dress been shoot and been so honored been one of invited Designer for The Virage. 2) Sara is back!! OMG, God knows how I felt when I saw Sara in front of the door when she reach from JB!!! And others.. hurm I think it's not the time yet to share but InsyAllah one day, I will share!!

Well, here's some pictures that I wanna share with you, courtesy from The Virage. Thank you so much for inviting me to join the shoot and I'm looking forward for more collaborations between The Virage, Rafie Mahmood and Nazuin Halim!









Retro Junk.

Photographer : Sumardi / Hermans
Model : Acha Hafsah
Make Up & Stylist : Rafie Mahmood
Wardrobe : Nazuin Halim
Post Processing : Sumardi / Hermans

TheVirage Edition.

It's been a year since I stop sewing when I'm pregnant.. and it's challenging to do- even though a simple dress like above - coz i need to recap all sewing and joining skills since I forgotten almost all. But Alhamdulillah, everything goes well during the photo shooting and it's quite scary coz the venue also.. quite spooky.. very old school but classic!! I like the idea. I'm looking forward to launch my new collection soon hopefully by mid January as I'm half dead working for it!!

I have a lot in mind now!! A lot!! but I cant really share with you now coz I'm scared if what I plan does not turn into what I expect. Its good to share when its already happen. But I really hope it comes true.

As I always remember this quotes
"If you wanna success, you have to go through all bumps"
"If you wanna lead, grab the steering!"

I think that's all for now as I am sooo tired and need to monitor Sara's body temperature coz she just had fever.. Sara gonna have a teeth soon!! I am so happy but poor Sara. Mummy and Daddy loves you sayang!