VALENTINES

There's no such Valentines in my life. I don't celebrate Valentine's- really. I don't really look forward for that. To me I don't need a specific date to celebrate or appriciate my loved one. I cherish every moment that we have together. Every single day. But ya- wutta heck- Happy celebrating V-day uols.

I have quite a hectic life today. Sara not so in a good mood. I start my thingy at 11am ( bit late as I plan yesterday because Sara make me late!!!) First of all I went to Giant to exchange. Then I ay my bills. After that I went to Mozel to trim my hair. Ya Allah.. Sara was shouting and screaming... crying all over while Stanley cut my hair. I am clueless ok. Clueless. Stanley was so shaky when he cut my hair. I can feel the vibe and stress all over. Owh dear Sara... why do to mummy like this dear..

After my hair done- I move to Ikano and do my businesscard. Damn its expensive!!! For time being- that's my businesscard. I will improve. Then I had lunch at Dome enjoying my fav Chicken Pie and Honey Comb. Yumm.. and Sara enjoy her Rusk that I borught from home. Sorry dear you are too small for Dome. Others.. just some window shopping and I grab a pair of Crocs for Sara.

Let's go.. Sara with her new M&S shoe

Listen to music. I doubt so

Calling daddy. Lol

Touchdown!

I reach home at 5.30pm. Can't wait till Bakri come back so I can relax. and enjoy my Nasi ayam Penyet which gave me stomachache now! Urggh!!

SUNSHINE!

Hello!!! Sara was sleeping now, So i take a chance to update my blog. I was so happy and very positive today! Thank Allah that I still have chances to breathing. Hmm.. Alhamdulillah.

Rafie Mahmood has tagged in side his facebook for his client wedding. So one of the wedding attire was sewn by me. I was so happy it turns out very fantastic look on the bride. A credit to Rafie too for his creativity and the pelamin was sooo fabulous.

Wardrobe & Accessories : Nazuin Halim/ Rafie Mahmood

Make up and Pelamin: Rafie Mahmood.

Photo: Fozan

Tadaa!!! So next will be Kebaya Pesak Gantung in white Songket. I cant wait to show you!! And last will be my friend's wedding dress. I can't reveal now or else the bride won't be surprise. So, stay tuned!!

To get yours, kindly contact me at +6012 7733734. Bye.

XOXO

MUMMY DAY OUT

Owh God.. it's 4 am and I still cant sleep? What should I do? I had enough of facebooking whole day and non stop praying that Rafie will get his Kebaya Pesak Gantung by Tuesday. Or else.. I am a dead duck! Its been a tiring weeks I can tell as I shared before in my last post. I dont know why. So I took Buffered C and Executive B from Blackmores as a supplement. It works! Damn you Centrum- you even gimme a stress!! So goodbye Centrum and welcome back Blackmores. Buffered C as you know as a vitamin C to cover over 8hours and Executive B to those who lead a hectic days. Heh? Its good if u having stress everyday. Let me repeat- EVERYDAY!! Like moi.

Last Saturday I have a very lovely luncheon and hang out with Elly and son! So cute lil' Samuel. We went for lunch at Chili's and shopping.. and before we left, we lepak at Chocolate Lounge for my dear Miss Coco (had enough of Fair Lady) and Opera cake (it taste sucks!), Elly chose strawberry frappe and thai curry chicken pie. she said not bad.

First time met- Hello Sara. Hello Sam.

Mummy with bubbly Sara

Sam just woke up and hungry.

We are looking forward to hang out more after this. Just hang on elly, once I got day off on weekend, Isurely buzz you!!

Much Love!!

STRESS MONTH.

Its a stress month of January and February. I dont know why. I lost my energy. I have bundles of clothes to sew. I have baby to take care. I have husband to entertain. I have housechore to do. My mom was away in JB for 3 months so me and hubby have to take care Sara ourselves. Before, my mom stayed with me and help me to take care of Sara while I'm out to work or sewing.

My husband was so helpful.. There's one time he help me taking care of Sara for a week. Normally I did it myself, and he only do milk at night. But I dunno why, I am so stress and tired of daily routine. Whenever i went back home, I will straight to the bed and..zzz.. For a week!!! For God sake!

I wish I could write more.. Just wanna say hi! Gotta go.. Will update more soon!!

January gone.. Now its February

ALHAMDULILLAH

Alhamdulillah to All Mighty Allah that I'm still alive and have chances to enjoy and cherish every single thing that been borrowed by Allah to all of us.

Alhamdulillah I still have parents and healthy.

Alhamdulillah I still have a lovely and happy family.

Alhamdulillah that I have such a supportive and understanding husband.

Alhamdulillah that I still can hug, kiss and raise my child.

Alhamdulillah that I am able to work harder to have a better living.

Alhamdulillah I have a such a sincere friends.

Alhamdulillah.

THE LEGEND

My dear atok- Zainah Binti Mat Ariff

She born in year 1936. She has been such a great Atok ever in my life that no one could replace. She is a person who soft, sensitive, loving, caring but yet very alert on what happpened surround. She never scold us. She always cooked a good and tasty food for us. She never let us down whenever we want her to cook something coz we love her cooking!! How I miss all that so much since she felt sick since 2 years back. She barely remember all of us. Atok, we understand your condition now. But we still can feel your pure loves evetho you cant even speak to us anymore. We loves you so much Atok!

HARD TO LET GO

Its 3.32am and i am still awake. My minds flies and empty. Suddenly I felt so sad and I have to accept the facts that I'm going to leave this house when the right time is come. I look around. I still remember when the first time I step into this house. Its empty. No grills. No curtain hanger. Dusty. Brand new and I can tell I am one of the first batch who move in Pelangi Damansara.

Bank called me on my lunch time. En. Zul said- congratulations, your house loan has been aprroved. Unfortunately I cant get Mr. Bakri. So I told him, that I will ask Bakri to call him back. I am so happy that my dream come true. I waited almost 4 months but I didnt put on high hope. I just have faith that I will get that house. Im gonna have my own workshop when we move to a new house. Im gonna have my own space to sew. Sara will have her own room and place to play. Sara will have chances to play at swimming pool since she always love play with water, bubbles and floating ducks during shower time. Bakri will have his own chill space, astro, games.. and I was thinking to get a foosball table or maybe a mini pool. And I can enjoy a free gym!! And a sauna! When free time I can have new activities such as cyling and playing badminton with hubby and Sara. And the best part- my kitchen will be 3 times bigger!! Alhamdulillah.

InsyAllah, when we move in soon, first thing that we have to do is 'cuci rumah'. Paint the house, choose a nice lighting, a fan, kit cab, grills.. when everything done, I will do a doa selamat and also some makan-makan. I cant wait but I know I still have to wait, after my lawyer will settle things with the owner. And I started to packed.

After all this, I can see how things change. From a kid turns to teenager, then a youth.. found a guy and in love.. engaged and tie a knot with a marriage, after 3 months waiting.. blessed with a baby girll.. and now.. moving into a bigger house. How I see myself transforming from someone single into a married lady who have 1 kid but still stay the same. :-) How I see myself having a bigger responsibility compared to yester years. How I see myself have a mission and goals to make my life better. How I see myself as a grown woman and gettin older. And how I see myself dont have much times to pursue what I love.

Yes, people said its a long way to go. You are still young. But I dont think so. Im aging through the time how times are so preacious to me. I'm stuck in the middle now. Its hard to explain in here as its a little bit complicated but I can survive.

I do hope, everything goes well for 2010. I have a big hope this year and will change my life as well.

InsyAllah.